用心

18 June 2010

My mom punished me. Very badly.
She told her friends a story of her own. Grandma punished her one night, since then their relationship turned bad. The reason was because mom wanted grandma to sleep with her. She thought the request was not good enough for grandma to punish her so badly. This has given her a very negative side effect in her life that she did not have courage to form relationship with people anymore. The punishment has destroy the confidence that love would sometimes brings disappointments and rejections.
My mom was afraid of the repetition of this story.
However, there was this Chinese Idiom:
棒下出孝子,慈母多败儿。。。


20 June 2010

At 8pm, Daddy came to mom after punishing me so badly. He to mom not to sleep with me anymore at night. Lately, I started to cry and refusing to sleep straight away during bed time. Daddy and mommy has to punished me many times in order to get me to sleep. And Daddy has been sleeping with me for the past three nights. They thought that was because of my new baby sister Joanna. I got jealous and i had been seeking much more attentions.
Daddy told mommy how badly he has punished me while i had been crying for mom just now. He was angry because he had to punish me so badly in order to get me to sleep. So they had an agreement that they would not accompany me to sleep anymore.
Around 12a.m. that night, Daddy ask mommy did i wake up after he had punished me during 8pm bed time. I was asking for Daddy to sleep with me. Daddy said to mom, 'I think I would sleep with Ern Ern tonight...' Mom looked at him in puzzle, 'I thought you said we would not sleep with Ern anymore...' Daddy told mom, 'This is the last.'